i tried to apply in march, but circumstances (several) didn't allow the app to go through and after hitting the wall so many times i suppose i procrastinated too long to send my application in.
there are 65 slots in this program and all of them were filled by the time they got my application and accepted it. i suppose i should be excited by that one key word "accepted." i don't necessarily feel extremely let down by it. i was just hoping that something would be settled this month. i could tell people "yes, this is what's happening next in my life." i could start preparing for something definite. and now, here i am, still waiting.
i'm so glad i wasn't 'rejected' tho. that would be terrible. kind of... at least it would be definite. i could start applying for travel nursing positions.... or looking into other programs...or something. bah. the fluidity of life.
how do i prepare for a maybe?
...such is life.
