dos

...sure everyone has a heart, and feelings, and dreams, and desires... but most people have forgotten those things... they focus on the easiest thing to fill their hearts at the time... drinking, drugs, sex... their hearts are full of shadows...and cobwebs.. or there's just an emptiness to them... a hollowness.. ...i see me on the edge, you know? there's light in me... but am i willing to fight to let it out? ... i want freedom, but i'll have to sacrifice those things that are comforting me now... i know it's worth it... but is it worth it? ... i am one thing, but i'm also another... there are two sides to me. deliberately. i'm ashamed at my decisions and at the same time i sort of accept my fate...