update

i never even updated you that i've finished my BSN.

• Volunteer in Africa : CHECK
• Move to Oregon : half CHECK
• Obtain my DTN @ LSHTM: CHECK
• Finish my BSN: CHECK
• Two years working in an ER: CHECK

5 year goals ALL (mostly) complete. (If you remember... the move to Oregon ended in my car getting stolen along with everything I owned stuffed inside...tragedy...but not really)

Here I am...STILL in Kentucky. Holed up with a fellow RN in the most beautiful home I've ever lived. Dating a gorgeous mountain man from CO who happens to be an ER rezzie alongside me. Who knew I'd actually find a man who likes vegetables, bikes, and mountains as much as I do.

I'm thinking of writing a novel.

tomorrow's goals:

wake up and be productive!!

fix flat bike tire
get oil changed
go on bike ride
get haircut
finish laundry
complete online quiz for school
see erica
enjoy the sun

optional:
go for a run


...just one more episode of new girl...and one more glass of wine...
 

love

i lie my head against you 

and it feels as secure and strong as the earth

after each new conversation

it's as tho my whole soul has given birth

to something fresh and light

brighter than those colorado days you tell me about

clearer than oregon waters

more profound and moving than mountain peaks

you're the height my heart seeks

"i miss you more than the mountains," you say

and yet, to see me you have to wait less than a day

"you make me feel like i know where i'm going"

and i cry because it's true

i'm in love with you

fcuk

You know what…

I owe my mom a lot of money

I’ve usually paid it off in a month..

And I’m inlove with this guy

And 3 days is enough to make me explode

All those pent up emotions

from the days my dad failed

to the days of now

fuck

sowhat, you feel the same

act like it

and im emptying out what I have

to meet you somewhere

 between there and now

I calm the fuck down

To meet you somethere

And know I want to.