bad day

things just don't make sense to me
i hear conspiracies behind their theories
i see a smile cloaking disdain
and their eyes turn away

i'm lost.
i feel so lost in these thoughts.
i'm sure i'm supposed to just put them away
because the truth's not there
i feel like frank sitting there with lies in my eyes
black and dark more empty than the night
i wear them. i wear them like heaviness
like water in the skies and tears in my eyes
the walls don't fall..there's something between us all

and it doesn't make sense to me
i hear conspiracies behind their theories
i see a smile cloaked in disdain
and their eyes turn away

i'm lost.
it's like the lock and key don't fit together
your jokes don't register with me
and i'm lost when everyone's around
they stand there found…apart from me
and god times like these they come and go
my head is clear, my eyes they know
then clouds roll by and fog sets in
i turn my headlights on but i can't win.

it doesn't make sense to me
i hear conspiracies behind their theories
i see a smile cloaked in disdain.
and their eyes turn away