spending

i'm kind of surprised at myself.

i've been without my wallet since the late night of the 20th.

i only realized i lost it on the morning of the 21st.

one day wasn't that much of a problem.

i've already written two checks.

can i really not go 4 days without spending money.

or three days?!

i kind of consider myself a frugal dweller, but apparently i'm not.

i'm not!

this needs to end.

i should not need to spend money every day, every other day, or every three days.

i should be able to live without spending for longer than that.

i think i am getting better, but the number of times in the last 3 days that i've thought: "i'd go get this if i only had my debit card" kind of makes me sick.