Tuesday, October 09, 2007

filled in....

ok.. so... yes... my life used to be pretty much perfect..flawless.. not that i ever thought it was.. because i sure had issues with trying to 'fix' myself...and maybe now i sit here looking back to then a little blind.. a little biased because that girl before hadn't made the sort of mistakes or gone through mud quite as thick as the girl sittin here now has....

but i feel like i have more depth...more experience... more understanding... i feel like i see things clearer... but maybe not...maybe that's a lie...

it's almost like before...i was a black and white picture...with lots of space...
and now... maybe things are colored in a little... there are details to examen....there are depths to explore....

i'll have to think about it more... but... right now i think i'd rather be this girl than that girl...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i'm glad you like yourself! i like you very much. You are a great woman who still has some things to learn... but who doesn't??????????????