...it'd be nice...

it'd be nice... to have someone to tell about all the things i think of telling...
it'd be nice...to have them sitting across the room from me.... and every now and then catch one another's eyes...hold their warmth for only a moment....and then refocus on whatever it is that requires my attention....
it'd be nice... to have someone to go get egg nog with...who wants to sit and chat and drink it from wine glasses and drop me off at a reasonable hour....
it'd be nice... to have someone to play with....
it'd be nice... to have someone to go on walks with...at all hours of the day....or night...
it'd be nice... to have someone to call when something good happens...when something bad happens....or when i just want to say how much i liked today....
it'd be nice...to have someone to talk about bone cement with...and blood...and vasoconstriction
it'd be nice... to have someone to talk about prayer with...and passions...
it'd be nice... to have someone to sit beside....and not talk at all
it'd be nice...to have someone who doesn't expect too much from me... ...but believes in me alot.
it'd be nice... to have someone who wanted to live adventurously beside me...
it'd be nice... to be sought out, explored, and challenged....
it'd be nice...to have someone to seek out, explore, and challenge.
boy....would it be nice....

i'm not lonely... i don't need this... but i know what i want....eventually...