Friday, October 05, 2007

snap out of it

it could just be a mental thing....wake on because you have to. just do it. and enjoy it.
DECIDE to enjoy it. DECIDE you can do it.....

...i just don't feel like i can. i try to..and maybe it happens for a split second... and then suddenly i'm back to where i started.... maybe darker. i feel like i haven't seen color for 2 years... is it me? or is it nursing? or is it campbellsville? .....or is it chew? .i. hate. this. life. but would i be happier somewhere else? ....i think i'd be happier somewhere where i felt like i was successfully accomplishing something.

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